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Post by Hydra on Sun Jan 07, 2018 12:29 pm

In case anyone is interested in the events of my absence, this is a bit of a rant. lolwut

Drawing has been consuming so much of my time lately... I might start rping with Cassiopeia again, but, idk how active everyone else is either. My mind has been flowing with creative inspiration and ideas, but i feel stagnant in real life stuff. Chaos is everywhere in my life...

I want to try to simplify my life, the microcosm of my disasters of my room is kicking my ****, and I've been busy with work, all my free time energy has been going into Practicing for a Hydra... it supposedly will be very beautiful, but idk what it will look like, also thought about making a character called Psion Crux, a dragon that will have a very angelic demise, and maybe a dragon called Black Solstice, something more dark. they'd be very um... unique. but... like.......... idk... I have so many ideas, some like dragons to illustrate my magical symbols, and i thought before 3 different hydras but i'm thinking more like one, now. I don't know, i know i have real potential, but... it's so hard to sort my chaotic mind. I'm really excited, but Shocked fearful of... like, i guess reoccurring nightmares of reality. I'd like to ascend from former thinking, if you will. it's strange, but like, if I could just manifest some real change in my life, i feel like i would have infinite potential. I don't even mean artistically but like concerning psychic phenomena, and magical stuff. like, i want to get a book of shadows, i'd be awesome if I could get a book of shadows, I feel like I could do something really artistic if i featured it in a place that would be very special and symbolic to me. It'd perhaps force me to fulfill my wish of drawing my masterpeices rather than always feeling like i have another try. you know? I'm hoping to have some really cool arts in it, but it's gonna cost me like 500 bucks. my mind races with ideas to spend time and money, but i feel so trapped. idk.

sorry for my innactivity. I gotta focus on real life stuff too like moving into an apartment. it'd be nice if I could truly figure out my life. See, I'm trying to as a side project write a book written completely in poetry. it'd be pretty trippy, and i want to illustrate it featuring my hydra and make some other works of art. if anyone is interested you could email me at hydrabearer@gmail.com, maybe some ideas for artwork or storylines, it's themed about dreams and spiritual warfare. but otherwise here's a snitbit of it. i posted it on discord but if anyone hasn't read it it reads:

Mirage Tower

Kissing the reflection with each droplet
Clouds’ tears sprinkle under the summer sun
Winds of time conceal truth from the prophets
The wickedest of their kind
Who entrap the loveliest of souls
Deep within their minds
And make their homes near coals
But gazing out from deep within the chamber Of the stronghold of the oasis,
With walls dripping with melted amber
The fairest princess stretched out her arm
Toward the horizon, just out of sights reach
And the sky tore with a crashing strike
And a hollow echo of thunder resonated

A prophet dropped to his knees,
In his black cloak
And behind his slotted mask
He could not breathe
The others stopped and stared at him in silence
And the prophet began to scream in agony
His migraine began to increase in pain as the panic settled to his heart, it beat faster, and faster, as he tried harder and harder to breathe

Meanwhile, in the tower, the princess
Covered in dust stranded
Raised her other hand

The other prophets dropped dead immediately
As the princess began to deepen her fury
She sang a soft tune to the ear of the mind

“Does a sunlight ray greet my face,
Does love greet my heart,
When the twilight dims my “home?”

Oh “lover,” when we last met last night, I'd swear
You’d enter again with vigor, but I cannot bear another,”

And the prophet responded,

“Filthy pig, get back to your cage…”

As the horizon began to turn to a grim twilight, and the rain began to subside
The Prophet began to mutate, it was a foul looking beast of a human with greyed flesh
Tearing apart until it seeped inside itself

And the beast began to look fair, and beautiful
As it otherwise plummeted from the sky
The grey beast was chained by his feet as the princess found herself outside in fresh air, there there were the dreaded bodies like grey skinned skeletons
And she freed each of the spirits they had trapped, as they lifted from their bodies, elated and free

So basically my hobbies have transmuted from rping and drawing to mostly creative writing and practice drawing. I have been avoiding rping to be honest.
UGH! Sorry for the rant.

If anyone is interested, btw, I have a plethora of a wealth of phenomenal information on meditation frequency videos. I mentioned my Evil or Very Mad email, Twisted Evil if anyone is interested on sharing information or curious about what I've discovered, as well as fulfilling any wish, ect, I'm open for suggestions and sharing. I'm super into that sort of thing, if anyone else is contact me.

But like, honestly this stuff could change your life. If not to listen to during the day I could offer playlists of ohm chants that you could sleep to.

It would be a real magician's gift. Smile I'm stoked for life, I want to go to college for art, philosophy and magic.

Rant over, lol.

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Re: I'm sorry for being innactive...

Post by Hydra on Mon Jan 08, 2018 2:59 pm

Changed.

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Re: I'm sorry for being innactive...

Post by Lori on Mon Jan 08, 2018 4:56 pm

I've been pretty inactive too, there was no warning because I didn't want to freak anyone out or make them afraid. But don't worry, it's okay if you need to take a break from something. I'm happy that you've found lots of inspiration. I look forward to speaking with you again. Smile

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Post by Baldirak Sapiens Draco on Mon Jan 08, 2018 5:11 pm

RYLA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *glomps*

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Post by Lori on Mon Jan 08, 2018 5:15 pm

OMG PPL MISSED ME?! *cuddles* ;ω; I wanna see everyone!! Is the discord active? I can talk on there!!

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Post by Baldirak Sapiens Draco on Mon Jan 08, 2018 5:17 pm

WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THAT??????!? OF COURSE YOU WERE MISSED! Discord is somewhat active.

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Post by Wake on Mon Jan 08, 2018 5:18 pm

Of course people missed ya! And yeah, the discord’s open.

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Re: I'm sorry for being innactive...

Post by Snowscale on Mon Jan 08, 2018 9:26 pm

Yeah, Hydra, I sorta been out awhile myself. And don't worry, you're not alone in the chaos department; I'm trying to sort through my feelings and go through therapy at the same time. I hope it gets better for you though!
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Post by Hydra on Tue Jan 09, 2018 8:07 am

Aww I'm sorry to hear that snowflake

Smile but thanks everyone

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Post by Lori on Wed Jan 10, 2018 2:20 pm

I understand how that feels, Snowscale. I went through all that stuff too. I hope it's been going well, my friend.

So does this mean you'll be coming back, Hydra? I missed talking to a lot of people, and you're one of them.

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